I have spent most my time running questions through my head. I’m not a song, or a poem, or a painting, or a statue. I’m a human with basic needs, wants, and passions.
Although I lack the certain grace some have, I still find myself wondering when this stupid game will stop.
We flirt, then we make stupid small talk, and then the relationship blossoms from there…I hate it.
Why can’t you just be forward about your intentions? Why the game? If it would lead to the same thing, then why play along with some stupid bullshit.
I want someone who can respect my views, and cherish their own. I want someone who can stand up against me in an argument but respects me enough as a person to not go below the belt.
Is that too hard to ask?
I feel like walking away and never looking back. I want to forget everything. I want to relearn all the things about love and companionship.
I just want sleep. That’s all I ask for.
Give me one good nights sleep and I’ll give you everything you want to know.
I’m terrified. My mind races about all the different things I have to do in a day. I don’t want to be left alone. And I don’t want to be hurt by someone. I just want to show someone that I can love them. And give someone everything I have to give and only hope I can get back the same…
Reblog and see who leaves you a kiss in your ask box.
Yell at me, make fun if me, abuse and be disgusted by me…
But don’t you dare cry over me. I’m not worth your time. Because if you cry, I’ll cry. And I’ll think about the good times.
This way…it’s better for both of us.
No tears for you or me. Just the pain I carry and the bitter hatred you possess for me.